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A male athlete reaches upward during a fitness competition inside a stadium, with judges and other competitors visible in the background.

He Was Done — I Still Had to Tell Him It Wasn’t Enough

Published by Trotzendorff

His legs were shaking before he even went down into the next squat. He stood in front of me at the wall ball station with that look people get when they are no longer really deciding anything. They are just trying to keep the body moving for one more rep, then one more, then somehow another. He picked up the ball, dropped down, came back up, threw, caught it. I watched the movement and called it straight away: no rep. Not because he missed the target. Because he had not gone low enough.

A person uses a hand plane to smooth a piece of wood on a workbench in a well-organized workshop with tools mounted on the wall.

You’re Not Your Job. Fine. Now What?

Published by Trotzendorff

It usually happens in a very ordinary moment. Someone asks what you do. At dinner. On a train. Between two meetings. You answer almost automatically, but not quite. There is always that tiny pause before the sentence lands. »I’m a lawyer.« »I’m in health care.« »I’m a carpenter.« »I work in marketing.« It sounds like a small difference. It isn’t. Because in that moment, you are not just sharing information. You are revealing a relationship to your work, and maybe to yourself.

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In the Dark, Organizations See Eigengrau

Published by Trotzendorff

Try this tonight. Turn off the lights, close the curtains, and wait until the room is as dark as it gets. Then keep your eyes open and look into the darkness. You might expect to see black — complete absence, the visual equivalent of silence. But that is not what happens.

A tattooed person in a short dress balances with outstretched arms while walking along the edge of a rooftop, with city buildings and a clear sky in the background.

Free somebody

Published by Trotzendorff

You did everything right. You studied. You worked hard. You built the résumé people told you to build. Degree, internships, late nights, promotions. The quiet promise behind all of it was simple: if you put in the effort, you would eventually gain something that feels like freedom.

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Welcome to the Hiring Simulator — the Strategy Game Nobody Enjoys

Published by Trotzendorff

There’s this story we keep telling about the job market: it’s tough out there. Fine. I can live with that. And I’m saying this as someone currently in it — reorienting on the way to my next role. I’m having conversations, doing calls, sending applications, waiting, looking closely at what’s out there. And there’s this slightly surreal experience of trying to meet a system where it is, without letting it define me.